Choking
On a lie
I never meant to tell him
Constricting
With a heavy guilt
I can not stand the feeling
Temptation
Too great to turn away
I don’t know how this happened
I care very deeply
For him
But I am not in love
The difference is between
A shoulder to cry on
Or a warm naked body to grind with
If only I could make him see
What he really means to me
So leaving would not mean saying goodbye
The anguish runs deep in my soul
Through my flesh and the very marrow
Of my bones
I feel my heart breaking into a thousand
Razor sharp slivers
Never to be gathered and put back together
Untouchable
Some so small they vanish
Complementing my pain
Is the passion of an extreme lust
So shallow
And dull
I have been such a fool
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